Friday, October 15, 2004

10/15

Tonight was the Tricity dance. I hate that stupid dance. Next time I'm gonna have my own party. Thank you nameless people (not actually nameless I just can't say) for ruining my night. Now my finger's screwed up and so is my head.

I think I like someone who my friend likes too and it's really bad. But I know for a fact that he doesn't like her as anything more than a friend. It's so complicated and not good. I hate school. It messes with everyone's head, especially mine. God why can't everyone justleave me alone for a little while?

I hate weekends. I actually would rather go to school than have to hang around at my house. Let me describe my house:
Mom. Sick with bronchitis. Again. She stays in bed and can't drive me anywhere.
Dad. Gone every other weekend. Not like he can do anything with me. And when he does actually spend some time at home he's too busy dealing with everyone else that I don't even matter.
Brother. Self explanitory.
Brother's friends who practically live here like Adrian and James. I don't mind Adrian, most because he has the best accent ever. But James is just mean. I think he hates me, too.

And my grandma is visiting soon. She's staying for a week and a half. I don't really want to spend so long with her. She doesn't like me.

Who wants to take boxing with me because I seriously need to punch something really really soon. I'M SO PISSED OFF ABOUT MY LIFE I'M GOING TO STRANGLE MY BLANKET!!